Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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10:10 pm
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So! I have returned. Done with summer classes. Gon try to get a job bartending. I've finally returned to AIM and i plan on staying back for good.
and upon coming home it appears that everyone and their mothers (except me and mine) know.
oh well
oh and i'm switzerland
secretly.. I love you all. <3
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Sunday, May 29th, 2005
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9:23 am - a public apology and a location until july
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i know. i haven't been around for like 8 months. and thats no lie.
i'm sorry for being so shady lately. things have been really weird and tough
but i've had to get some things sorted out, which i think i definately have.
i'm in school until the end of june. taking pharmacology, statistics and nursing clinical III. FUCK.
then summer...i don't know. something memorable, or not memorable. as long as it's fun. you know.
then england in september.
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Friday, April 29th, 2005
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11:42 am - hi world.
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dropped off the face of the earth.
Got an A+ in Anatomy and Physiology this semester (the only one in the class, yup).
Going to summer school for all the RIGHT reasons
Became quasi vegetarian
Since January have lost 36 pounds
am happy.
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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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1:45 am - i wish i had a parachute, because I'm falling mad for you..
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so i had to do a physical examination on someone today. it took an hour and ten minutes.
head to toe.
let's just say, finding the femoral pulse and palpating the inguinal lymph nodes is a true bonding experience
( femoral pulse... )
i'm going to do nurse anesthesia as my graduate work. 50% of the nurses in this part of nursing are men, so I'll fit in a little bit better. And the pay starts between 110-130k/year. (High demand). Everyone should become nurses, we need them badly.
so things are really good right now, though I'm quite homesick. And I'm in tip top physical shape all of a sudden and I'm not hating it. I also skipped spanish in light of these overwhelmingly wonderful mood adjustments recently.
I made sweet and sour rice with red and green peppers for dinner and had raspberries for dessert (at five fucking dollars a container), but they're so worth it. Ahh, and the x-files comes on soon.
oh and i love philly. i want to stay here forever.
this post just turned into a 15 year old girls recount of her pathetic day and that's probably a first in this lj. Oh fucking well.
current music: reindeer section
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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
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1:06 pm - yep yepp
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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10:13 pm
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don't even bother:
( winter blues... )
so i went to the gym. burned a ton of calories.
have an anatomy test tomorrow
an hour physical examination re-demo wednesday
mother coming to philly on thursday for thai. yum.
current music: mercury rev!
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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12:52 pm
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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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6:55 pm
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THE FACT: i weighed myself at the gym: 147.6 lbs
THE CONCLUSION: I've lost nearly 20 pounds since december.
THE EMOTION: wow.
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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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10:08 pm
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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1:13 pm
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Friday, January 28th, 2005
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11:46 pm
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today. i got a fake bake and it was lovely.
except as i was getting ready to leave they turned the UV FUCKING RAYS back on and i went blind, for like 1/2 a milisecond, and now i'm going to sue them so i have unlimited hair cuts and tanning bed sessions.
and i went to the gym and burned 450 fucking calories on my beautiful elliptical machine and lifted weights. i went everyday this week.
fuckkkk yeah. i'm back to the weight i was junior year. :-D
i was getting my mouth inspected in clinical and my clinical instructor was like, "Wow, you've got a big mouth. I Like that!"
um. okay.
sure my mouth is kind of big, but so are my nose and feet. and my hairs 70's shag long, does that count too?
i've been listening to the SNow patrol like a fuckin insaniac. i'm in love.
i already have an anatomy test next thursday. what the bloody virgin fuck is that about?
i'm out.
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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8:18 pm
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One day you're fine
and the sickness in your head
manages to subside for a while
Until the next call
when you're sick of it all
and the poison relieves the hunger
Trading friends for cures
and bills for pills
Mistake your shape
as a doll they make
you to be and never are
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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12:02 am
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i know what i'm gonna do with this big doubt
i'm gonna make it go away
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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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11:12 pm - well here i am.
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Your eyelids close when you're around me . . .
Don't shut me out
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what a fucking day.
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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12:23 am - Birthday.
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I've had the best birthday ever.
I bought tons of clothes, some armani, ABERCROMBIE shopping spree, macking my babe donna karen (and another "do you work here" question directed toward me!), dinner with the family, getting a bajillion messages from people and phone calls and facebook messages and everything wishing me a happy birthday and i had a truly indescribable night with nicole.
I am so grateful for everything and everyone and I know now that no matter what happens I have friends that I can turn to.
I'm such a little pansy and I don't care. You're all my shining stars.
I'm in the love with the world and all of its people and all of you.
I wish that I could replay these moments everyday for the rest of my life, but instead of dwelling on these moments I'll go out and be who the fuck I am, love and live life without regret and live each day for what it's worth because there's no turning back.
I'm overwhelmed with joy for one of the first times in my life and things fit somehow in the crazy puzzle way they're supposed to. i don't know what tomorrow is going to bring, but I know my heads up, I'm smiling and I'm ready to take on whatever comes my way.
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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10:21 pm
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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7:15 pm - i can do the frug!
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christs birthday was pretty good and I got lots of cool things that i don't really need to write about and i spent lots of time with family and friends and ate lots of food that have reminded me of how fat I've gotten since junior and senior year of high school, okay so maybe only like five pounds, but still, i mean i used to go running four miles a day and i drank raw eggs and olive oil and made my heart all healthy and stuff, so I've decided to become a little bit more healthy and try to limit my food intake to something close to a negative number because then I'll be negating the excess lard, somehow.....and i went to the tanning salon today and it was fun and i brought my sister and told her not to open her eyes because she would go blind if she did and she didn't listen and now she's in the hospital, okay not really, she got tan and I look like I got slapped in the face with a 20lb salmon, but I don't care because each time I go back the weight of the salmon decreases and so when I'm slapped it becomes less and less red until I'm back to where I started and I don't really understand the whole process, but everyone else is doing it so I guess I should do, but i don't hate it....so there was a big wave in india or thailand or one of those poor countries twhere my grandmother calls the "unscolastically non-educational stone age people" live, there was a big tidal wave or like lots of them and they scare me to death and i think that they are the scariest thing ever because thats a lot of water, you know and i would definately get my fill of the daily 8 glasses of water i'm supposed to be getting, but then it'd be salt water and i'm sure there be some salmon piss in there too and i'd be reminded of fast times at the tanning salon with sean penn and jennifer jason leigh and I'd be scarred for life or something or dead because an avalanche of water is the last thing i want to be touching my already delicate face....so i'm thinking that rahway is kind of cool and there are people that I wish i was better friends with and i wish that some stop ignoring me because thats like a hate crime or something i think....i love my ipod and i'm in love with a certain girl in that kind of way that I could be and I'm kind of ready to go back to school and a new semester starts in a couple of days and I'll be working in 2 1/2 years and thats scary. the end.
angel won't you call me?
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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5:31 pm
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I love to hear the disappointed shuffles of the people as they pass by the already occupied best cubicle in the whole entire library where I've already set up my residence and am paying gas and electric bills for and watching the disdain they have for me fill up in their eyes in that fleeting instant they see, "I'm still here," and all they want to do is say "Fuck you," but this is a library, so we have to keep quiet.
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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1:56 pm
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Saturday, November 20th, 2004
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12:37 pm
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if early is on time and on time is late and late is unacceptable.
when am I supposed to go?
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